When you're so disoriented by the things that caused you to shut your eyes, the only person strong enough to help you feel comfortable opening them again, is Jesus Christ... I'm not ready to open my eyes again, I'm not ready to turn around and face the future head on... all I remember is the pain and sorrow from the last time I looked...
okay... I take that back... I've peeked a few times since then... and it's incredible what I see ahead! But fears and doubts and pain and sorrow still fill my mind if I keep my eyes open too long... the hurt is still so fresh.
I just want it to stop hurting... the pain is still there... I'm not ready yet... not ready yet.
Realizing I'm not ready feels like a step forward, in and of itself, in the right direction.
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